Sunday, March 15, 2020

Insaan Hi To Hu

Thoda sahi, jyada galat,
insaan hi to hu...

Kyu na karu mein galti hazaar,
khudha thodi hu, insaan hi to hu...

mujhse hi gile, mujhse hi shikwe,
narazgiyon ka kya hia..
khush to log khuda se bhi nhi hai..
mein to fir sirf,
insaan hi to hu...

kyu na ruthu, kyu na nakhre dikhau,,
ye sub na karu to khuda na ban jau?
khuda to dur, uska sacha shagird bhi nhi hu,
insaan hi to hu..

acha hu, bura hu..
kuch khush hu kyunki khwahisho se bhara hu..
jo maangu vo mein pau,
to tere liye falak se aasaam ko milau..
ye na sab mein kar paau,
kyunki
insaan hi to hu..

masla bhi to ye tha,
ki itna dard bhi mujhe tha,
mehsusu mein bhi karta,
lamho se yu guzarta,
vo ladna vo jaghadna,
kyu na karu ye sab mein
insaan hi to hu..

hu jaisa hu sahi hu,
jahan kal tha , abhi bhi wahin hu,
kyu na karu ab shikwa,
dil chaknachur yahan bhi hua tha,
na soch tu hi akele tuta, kyunki maine bhi vo sab dard piya tha..
kyunki mein bhi,
insaan hi to hu..

vo khud se jeetne ki zid thi,
vo khud ko hi to harana..
us bheed mein nhi tha,
mere ander tha ek zamana,
kyu zazba nhi koi baaki,
kyu ye mann rang gya hai khaki,
ye sab hona lazmi tha,
kyunki
insaan hi to hu..

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

. . . . . . . . . .Take me to Heaven. . . . . . . . . .




Take me to heaven, take me home...
I wanna taste the happiness before I waste my bones!

Where feelings are sane and love is worshipped...
Words in the dialogue are not just sugar-dipped,
Place, where heart-bond is just free to roam-
Take me to heaven, take me home...
I wanna taste the happiness before I waste my bones!

Mornings are a bliss there, nights are calm...
Thoughts inside the head are not stuck in jam,
Where shine on the faces can brighten up the gloam-
Take me to heaven, take me home...
I wanna taste the happiness before I waste my bones!

That drizzle on the surface, mud on the pave,
The essence of the sand, mingled in the wave.
Where heart is not just a place for the emotional storm-
Take me to heaven, take me home...
I wanna taste the happiness before I waste my bones!

The night under the naked sky, dancing of the sparkling stars..
let me feel the moonlight .. before it's eternally gone-
Take me to heaven, take me home...
I wanna taste the happiness before I waste my bones!

Thoughts are seraphic, where words are not tiny bombs-
Take me to heaven, take me home...
I wanna taste the happiness before I waste my bones!

Monday, January 8, 2018

If we will ever meet again!!!

If we will ever meet again,
I'll kiss on your forehead, will whisper in your ear...
will shower my love on you without giving any pain,
If we will ever meet again.


There will be no voice no sound.

Still, there will be my whispers that you will cherish again.
If we will ever meet again.


My hug will be tighter, my heartbeat will be audible again.

the warmth of our love will have no drain.
If we will ever meet again.


We fought, we lost the best times, we did it ever again,

had no idea what did we lost though, but actually, we did the same....
let's do it with all the love again, and nothing will go in vain.
if we will ever meet again!


we were amateur, were novice in first love back then...

In love, we fall too much at that time,
I'll make sure we rise this time - without any pain.
if we'll ever meet again!

Monday, January 1, 2018

I'm Done!

the secret under the pillow, the fake face glow,
all urge me to say...
I'm done!
series of unfulfilled expectation, the wounded relation...
the anguish, the hatred, the killing sensation...
and then says the fading sun...
I'm done!
Many promises but much more lies
some I knew, some I knowingly hide...
at times I wonder am I a struggle gun?
I'm done!

the bruises, the abuses,
that slap in the face,
all urges me to say no more run...
so it's final now... I'm done!

but then there was rain,
after the dusk, dawn again.
and you know love can't die but can change...
m cherished to the bottom... I'm still not done!!!